The Dark Side

2009-11-01T20:24:00.001+08:00

been almost a month since a last blogged. many things happened.

unhappy ones i mean.

perhaps its time to take a step back and relax. look at the bigger picture.

oh and btw, higher o's in 9 more days. wow.

2009-10-09T21:22:00.001+08:00

i just realised sth. i need to tink more. sometimes i feel i'm the dumbest guy thr ever existed on this world. shyt la. life ain't good. saded.

2009-10-06T22:02:00.001+08:00

that game. was fun!!!

FIRST GAME AFTER LIKE DONKEY WEEKS! :D

2009-10-06T19:54:00.002+08:00

FREEDOM IS HERE! finally man. after 1 month of mad mugging. BUT SCREW PHY (as usual) AND THE MATHS PAPER LA WL! gc paper qns 2 and 3 everyone stun. plus that stupid vectors question and more in paper 2. not a good ending to exams.

and get real! GUESS WAD I GOT FOR GET REAL NXT WK.

Hong Kah Town Council.

WTF.

IT'S SO FAR! and i gotta reach there at 9. DAILY! omg. i rather stay at home slack. :(

2009-10-03T14:42:00.001+08:00

had dinner last night at ecp long beach restaurant. Staring down at the crabs but i just cant eat them. So tempting. So i ended up dipping mantou into the chilli sauce. Sian-ed...

And yes freedom on tues! Whoo! :D

2009-10-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

FTW MAN VJCSB IS GOING HAWAII NXT YR!!! PACIFIC BASIN MUSIC FESTIVAL WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

even better still. I'M CELEBRATING MY 17TH B'DAE THERE!!! FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and 2 more papers to go and i'll be end of everything i've learnt in IP!!! :D

it's a TERRIFIC DAY!!!

2009-09-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

three more days.

骗得了别人，骗不了自己

2009-09-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

haven't had the mood to blog anything for the past days. most probably cos of the studying period now. omg life is boring. wake up at 8 and eat breakfast. den start mugging around nine. mug until like 12 plus 1. cook instant noodles. eat till like 2. mug till like 5. prac eupho, eat dinner, till like 7. from den mug till like 10. omg. i tink life damn sian.

freaking 2 more weeks till end of exams. somehow days pass damn slowly... tao zhe's song is still damn nice la wth. whoo nice song!

all the best for eoys ppl!

the song is freaking nice i swear

2009-09-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

addicted to david tao's anlian. will always go youtube to listen to it whenever i use the com. damn nice!

nice lyrics!

2009-09-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

when you get the hang of more and more notes and phrases and variations of carnival of venice,

you feel like nth stops u

WHOO!

2009-09-09T10:35:00.003+08:00

So here I am standing all alone

Here I am waiting just for you

alright finally got the chance to blog after 1 week. been busy with studying and all. haven't touched the com for 4 FULL DAYS! haha finally! :D

so wad happened during the past four days. well sat went down with others to val's house for farewell party. big house i gotta say. ha, but more imptly, was a time to meet up with them and like talk talk eat eat and of cos SUAN SUAN! suan raj and pandya ttm! but ya now no more chance alr. saded. :(

sunday sunday. nth much lor, just studied at home and evening went out? forgot where i went liao. oopsy!

monday monday. dental in the morning, went down to giant to have breakfast and bought groceries with mum. came home, mugged.

tuesday. stay home day. like stay home whole day just to mug and study. so this is wad holidays are used for. mug. screw holidays!

just finished my T3A. and it's 10:38am right now. still gotta to pearl. omg why can't we do all these cca stuff AFTER EOYS! talking abt post eoys, it will be a time to SLACK AND ROT MY LIFE AWAY till band starts again. haha NSSN! finally, i'm gonna have batchmates coming in to play! I'M GONN HAF BATCHMATES IN BAND AFTER TWO LONG YEARS OF WAITING! :D those vs buddies better come over and play or i'll whack them!

david tao's got a new album! with cool songs. but there's this song 暗恋that's real nice. haha lyrics below!

Still lonely still loney

昨晚又再見到你你還是那麼美麗
我緊張到話都不會說就傻傻看著你
渴望永遠這距離就是和你在一起
醒來發現這一切都只是我的夢境

告訴自己要冷靜卻又無法不想你
我的懦弱已經開始讓我討厭我自己
是你對我有戒心還是我沒有自信
可是誰也不能阻止我我要暗戀你
So lonely

So here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭有個我在這裡只為你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有希望你能瞭解你能夠接受

So lonely

今晚渴望再見你雖然只是在夢裡
短暫的甜蜜也勝過了一輩子沒有你
就算沒快樂結局就算從此死了心
我要付出我所有誠意只要能感動你
我願意

So here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭有個我在這裡只為你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有我要為你怎麼做你才接受我 (才接受我)
我喜歡你 (我喜歡你) 我要你 (我要你) 我愛你

So here I am standing all alone(standing all alone)
在某個街頭有個我在這裡只為你等候
So here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有希望你能瞭解你能夠接受

I’m lonely

故事就說到這裡就算你們再好奇
我想說的都已說完了其餘是秘密
在那某一個街頭會流傳某個旋律
那是我在輕輕唱著歌我多愛你着你

listening to it many times and i still wont get sick of it. :D

haha and i'm proud of my dad. :D

2009-09-02T20:49:00.001+08:00

it just struck me, that half my life in vj is gonna be over.

time sure flies.

2009-09-01T13:33:00.003+08:00

200th post! haha this post is gonna be dedicated to a whole day of fun (almost a whole day) YTD! :D

first up in the morning was watching i am legend on hbo so i left house later... oops! and following that went sch. blabla normal stuff, hanging outside class talking talking talking. assembly. breakfast with class. wishing teachers happy tchrs day. performances. and after that, went back to gsps with sean novia jia chen. talked on the way there. frantically messaging everyone where they were and wad time they were gg back. went to coffee shop opposite gsps and met up with the others. haha realised that we weren't allowed back in till like 1.30 (what stupid rule is this) so we hanged ard and talked abt the old days and how everybody was. and i got suanned in the end (screw justin lim and sean hoo/ou and whoever were involved in this).

so we started camping outside the sch gate at 1, along with ALL the other gsps alumni (seniors juniors alike). and the guys (me xuanjie sean hoo/ou jiachen endy edward kwuntong javern) were like cracking lame ideas on how to get into sch without the security guard noticing cos he was standing there THE WHOLE TIME to ensure no one gets into sch before 1.30. and den, xuanjie came up with this idea that i also thought of hehe!

'eh guys. later when the school bus leaving right, den it will stop at the gate to chk for oncoming traffic. at this point, the bus will block us from the security guard, so we chiong in at this moment!'

and we did.

WAS DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR!

seeing a bunch of guys chionging in when a bus blocked the guard's view, damn fuuny! the girls behind all stared, including all the other alumni and parents. haha damn memorable trip back man!

so we chionged to the canteen, and was confronted by this tchr who told us that 'now that u guys are already in, no point chasing u guys out. pls stay in the canteen till later' LOLOLOL we thought get scolded, but den again, we're alumni! :D

anyway, we only saw a few teachers. around like 4 only... many of our teachers ain't there anymore. haizz.... we camped in gsps from 1.30 till like 3? waited for that joelynn lim all the way la. den dhs ppl also ended late.

bus-ed down to t1 and ate at kim gary's. eat talk eat talk. about old days, school life now, wad we gonna take in jc (since the table i was at were all from ip schs except jingen)...

best part of the day: suaning joelynn lim to the max. about how 'stupid' she is and how i happened to make her cry HAHA! joelynn if u're reading this, hohoho!

all in all, it was definitely a worthwhile trip back to gsps and meeting up everybody after so long. pics on fb!

miss those slack days in pri sch loads...

2009-08-30T22:57:00.003+08:00

199th post. Should i make it like very grand, or leave it be?

Leave it be. Lol and what am i doing blogging at eleven. Lol anyway, i managed to finish my bio syllabus. Although! Not in detail. I repeat. Not in detail. So don come asking me questions and start scolding me if i cant reply them. :)

finally get to see my pri sch mates tmr. Yes! :D

2009-08-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

its my second time blogging from my shine! Managed to study today. Ip1 bio and respiration. Not in detail though. But at least i started. Tmr shall cont more with circulation and rest of this year's bio topics.

did quite badly for ca2 this time round. All subjects around 65. With the exception of bio and la. But all subjects below avg. Means i must do well for eoys. Hopefully i don blank out when i see the script. Somehow it happened to me a few times these two years...

upcoming events. Back to vs and gsps for teachers day. Meet gsps mates for lunch. Study for eoy. Twins' farewell party next sat. Mug like dog during hols. :(

time to put the past down. I miss leia suddenly...

2009-08-27T20:49:00.002+08:00

it's around this period of time every year that you'll sms all ur old sch mates and catch up with the old times. and of course its around this period of time where you'll miss the old times. :)

those pri sch days...

oh and gg home with renjie is one crazy ride. he keeps bugging ppl. or me, at least.

You won't know till you try it.

But by then, it may already be too late...

2009-08-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

ok the world is just so small. i just found out 5 mins ago, that kristal is in yo. and she's been in it for 3-4 years. the world is just SOOOOO SMALLLLLLLLLL. wow! and tiffany, still plays the violin. i totally forgot the two of them used to join strings. world is just too small. reli. wonder wad'll happen in the next few years.

anyway, thursday. the second day i'm not mugging for a test. and i'm looking forward to nxt monday. meeting up all my gsps mates! will be great meeting them. most probably having 6.5 and 6.6 outing! haha it's gonna feel so great!

sadly, rohit's leaving tmr already. nvr reli got a chance to say goodbye to him. don't miss us ya! although i know u wont be reading this haha. :)

note to self:

1) go buzz mouthpiece cos i've not touched the eupho for two days. i must have lost my embrochure.

2) go study for eoys. only 4 weeks left.

2009-08-26T20:58:00.001+08:00

oh yes! i can't belif it man. ytd completed two tests. yes mama! and den todae had spa theory test. was ok. wad made my day was, i freaking passed phy! omg congratulate me, i freaking passed phy! :D there's finally hope for my eoys!

2009-08-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

chindia and genetics tests tmr. omg i so hate tests. but i'm looking forward to wed. end of all tests finally! time for me to mug for eoys. oh shyt. still got CI. shyt! i hate ip2.

it's a wonder how things turn out eventually...

2009-08-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

removed the video. too big. lol

alright this video is just too cool. don reli like this version of carnival cos a bit jazzy, but nonetheless, with 4 professional euphonium players, it beats anything else.

2009-08-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

alright. it's been a tiring week. in fact, these two weeks had been really reli busy... with SIP, tests, homework, bdd, and all the stuff that the teachers throw at us. it's reali a lot!

but having said all that, we managed to tide through these two weeks. now all left is chindia test, genetics test, enzymes spa. and also SIP, maths assignment, zuo ye. heng i've done zuo ye. and also IP1 topics for eoy. screw it, reli got no time. argh!

brought home my eupho after band on wed. no more practices till end of promos. i finally have time to study. don't get mistaken here, i enjoy band a lot. it's just that i find that right now, studying takes priority. of cos, i get to keep in touch with the instru for about 30 mins to 1 hour daily. which isn't that bad. can do that during my breaks after long hours of studying. which is great! yes i figured out notes for one tocatta part. it's nice! on the other hand, my lips are unable to sustain high notes. even worse den before. i hate it whenever i gotta play high notes. can't push myself. somehow.

i just had this random thought. wad if one day, i suddenly die, due to dno wad, and wad would happen to those around me? cry? sad? happy? lol? i'm not having suicidal thoughts. i'm perfectly normal, the same old iggy that you guys know. I just remembered wad my dad told me before. He said that at the very last moment, when a person is about to die, the thing or person that he loves the most would appear in his mind, and only there and then would he realise what he loves the most. Unfortunately, the next moment he dies, and he can't spend more time with whatever he loves. lol omg why am i thinking of such stuff!

ok back to happy stuff. phantom of the opera is really nice. having played it during band on wed. shiok ah! but sigh, can't play that high A note. argh i hate my embrochure! all bcos of that stupid yamaha eupho i used last yr. small mouthpiece. too used to that small mouthpiece. den when i switched to SM4, i couldn't play high notes; on the contrary, low notes became my suitable range. but yea, that's when i changed my focus to all my techniques, and in turn, neglecting my high notes, hence ending up like some piece of 'sai'. oh well. either improve or stay stagnant.

i miss the good times spent with friends suddenly. must be cos i suddenly realise how much i've been misisng out in IP1 last year. IP2 is like... zzz asking for ur life. IP1 is really WHOO. i guess we just have to make the best out of everything we can? somehow i feel it was a mistake coming IP. should have just stayed in VS.

Last thing to blog about. J2s stepped down already. (have i blogged about this in my previous post? i totally forgot lol.) still remember all the fun times, like majestia at esplanade (WHOOOOOOOO) and also NSSN, Urban Hike, JTS, STJ, batch outing to sentosa. i must be some lucky person to have met this wonderful J2 seniors. :) makes band really fun! will miss those crazy moments with them... IP2 is ending. 2/4 years in vj. 2 more years in vjcsb. reli, i guess after four years, the things i will miss the most, are moments spent with the band during these two years. 4 years of memories at the end of the day. will i cry during my final concert?

ok back to real life. guess i shan't slack anymore. off to work!

2009-08-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

I feel i'm being left in the dark. i really don't know what's going on. man my life sucks. TTM.

ok phy test today. i was quite confi acty. of not failing. until i went into lt ava and it was like damn hot cos air con not on. den i started telling myself not to fail, and ended up sweating even more till i got nervous. den couldn't think str8. omg i tink i'm such a failure. FAILURE!

at least band cheered me up. playing all the nice pieces today. and getting to pour all my sorrows away in the music. :) band rocks!

i need to find the truth.

2009-08-18T21:56:00.001+08:00

alright. phy test tmr. fingers-crossed. let me pass this time round!

i feel i'm not heard at times. in fact, most of the times now. tio dao-ed.

2009-08-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

been quite awhile since i last blogged. getting more and more busy in school. in fact i've been busy ever since i returned back to school on tuesday. how i miss staying home now!!! :( but anyway, it's been worth it i guess. esp going all busy and nuts abt preparation for YESTERDAY'S BAND DINNER AND DANCE! haha it was fun! the most memorable part for me would be the videos. the 8-part video by the J1s, (thx to pris and her team!) as well as the j2 video. both batches' videos were real touching, and indeed i would miss the j2 'batch'-mates! thx for everything ppl!

back to schoool work now. no time post pics on fb. one fine day i will ppl. :)

oh and btw, i hate gabriel chee.

2009-08-12T22:26:00.001+08:00

Iggy. Is. Damn. Happy.

I finally straightened out my thoughts.

I can think clearly now.

I'm back to the old me. minus the suaning part, ppl. :)

I'm gonna be real euphoric. I already am. Euphoric. Euphonium.

Iggy's back in the house. YES!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2009-08-11T21:00:00.006+08:00

been a long day at school. went to school. as normal la. bla bla all the normal stuff to do in the morning. den lessons. acty only phy and opt and maths lessons todae. so was kinda ok. finished chem test. went down for comm meeting and video today. and reached home at 8. lol wad a day.

it's always good to haf friends who listen to ur woes, and who will also cheer you up at such times. :) that's what friends are for.

i realised thinking abt stuff ain't going to work. it's always better to take ur mind off, and do stuff that will take ur mind away from all these stuff. it certainly worked for me all the time, and i belif it will always be. but it's some form of 'fleeing from the problem'. it won't get anything solved in the end.

why am i even saying this.

i remember that fateful day.

~melody~

2009-08-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

185th post! :D

no significance of 185th post actually.. just being random. as usual.

2 things that made my day! or evening actually. cos i just found out. :D

1. SIP DUE 21ST AUG! yes OMG still got time to do. YES!

2. HIst due this fri. and i completed it! oh yea! :D

haha yes yes yes! oh yes! haha now i haf time to do sip. study maths test. study for physics test. er do all the necessary band preps before invest/bdd this sat. after that would be sip and physics test.

i need to find time to:

1. prac my instrument. haven't even buzzed for 2 weeks. zomg.

2. study ip1 topics. (oh yes digestion reproduction not tested for eoys!)

3. rest. if not my blood pressure will rise even more. lol.

4. drink more water. :)

2009-08-09T20:03:00.002+08:00

well well. finally wkend. k i'm starting to feel sian of staying home. lol

went out ytd to get a belt and shirt for upcoming BDD! yes i'm so looking forward to it. :D oh well. back to school on tues! wad i have to do on tuesday. chem test. comm meeting for BDD. video for snrs to be done as well. omg so many things. i still haf to study for maths test, which i alr started. but still got phy test nxt wk omg! i hate ip2 life. oh shyt did i mention sip? i'm so screwed.

looking forward to sch on tuesday though. finally out of my house!

2009-08-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

lol yw just came over to pass me my hw. got two bio worksheets. one chi ws. and another which andrew is keeping it. that's abt it i tink. and yes i got 11/15 for econs test. I FREAKING PASSED MY IH TEST YES! 8/20 for hist + 11/15 for econs = 19/35 for IH TEST! I PASSSEDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

haha and i landed at my old blog. so lol! realised my way of writing last time was so zzz.... it's been long though. 3 years ago.

many things happened in these 3 years. happy ones, as well as sad ones. all mixed up.

http://www.theordinaryboy.blogspot.com/

2009-08-06T13:54:00.002+08:00

haven't seen the outside world for a few days now. haven't played my eupho for a week now. haven't seen friends for 3 days already.

i miss the outside world...

actually not that much reli. i get to do my work. get to use the com. get to slack at home. get to hide from a bumblebee for half an hour in the kitchen while it flies around the house. now that's what i call a first-hand experience. :)

but ya i reli do miss a few stuff... like MY EUPHO!

and to make things worse, jason called me ytd, to tell me that ALL MY BAOBEI ARE MISSING FROM MY CUBE! ALL MY EUPHO CONCERTO SCORES ARE MISSING! even though my shoe box is missing but i don care cos it's an old shoe. BUT WHERE ARE ALL MY SCORES!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

2009-08-04T18:26:00.002+08:00

ok this is also damn cool. Fnugg played on the eupho! :D

[decided to remove this fnugg video. cos it's too wide and interferes with my side bar. sorry]

2009-08-04T17:09:00.002+08:00

first day staying home... quite ok actually. woke up early (somehow) and started smsing those in school. and den after that i ate breakfast. watched tv. used com. read papers. ate lunch. slept. woke up. use com. and i have no idea wad i'm gonna do later.

i need to study!!!!!!!

everything turned out well in the end. :D

2009-08-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

what a day it's been. thought i would be alright to go to school. well ya i really was alright. whole day long i was myself. normal, high at times, low again. den even went i got back my hist paper, and i got 8/20, i wasn't sad. i was quite happy (I HAF NO IDEA WHY!). i even started going around advertising my marks. i must haf been mad in the brain. indeed i was. after abt half an hour i took temp and it kept going up and up NON STOP LITERALLY and reached 37.6! so i just 'aiya hack la. wont wanna spread to more ppl during band!' so i cabbed home with yw. went to doc. 38.3 degrees! omg. but i must say, I WAS SUPER ALERT AT ALL TIMES! so ya. its' been an eventful day for me.

best thing that happened. 5 DAYS MC WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i bet u guys must be thinking the fever's gone to my brain. that i'm not thinking str8. happy to be sick. i must be sick in the mind. BUT NO. i'm still alert now. :D so ya guys, all the best for ur chem tests! cya nxt wk in school!

decided to be real positive abt my fever and bla. i would like to start revision for ip1 topics over the nxt few days, as well as my physics. find some time to rest and all. erm ya that's abt it. maybe i'll even chk up the eupho prices! :D

anyway found some real cooooool videos on utube. :D

been listening to melody for the past few days. been quite emo and all. raj and manu were trying to find out why i was so upset, but it's ok guys. :D

终于明白你已变成回忆　没有言语能够说明当别人问起
谱了一段旋律没有句点　也无法再继续
像埋伏在街头的某种气息　无意间经过把往日笑与泪勾起
忽然心痛的无法再压抑　原来从未忘记

Melody　脑海中的旋律转个不停　爱过你　有太多话忘了要告诉你
Melody　无数动人音符在我生命　爱过你　失去你我才知道要珍惜

当时无法为你写的那首歌　却是我永远的遗憾当爱逝去
如果所有的错重来一次　能否改变结局
终于落下休止符的那首歌　我听着每一个音符流过的回忆
为什么在那么多年以后　还不能说再见

Melody　脑海中的旋律如此熟悉　爱过你　在我心里只能轻轻叹息
Melody　无数动人音符在我生命　爱过你　失去你我才知道要珍惜

Melody oh Melody 我永远不能忘记
你是多么的美丽　让这音乐一直不停响起
Melody oh Melody 我舍不得去忘记
我们快乐的过去　请别让我从这梦境清醒

Melody　脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱着你　求你听我唱完这一段旋律　请不要离去
Melody　你是在我脑海不停的旋律　爱过你　我的心里只能无言叹息
Melody　无数动人音符在生命里　爱过你　失去后我才知道要珍惜你

2009-08-02T16:23:00.001+08:00

LEE SZE CHI IS ACTING WEIRD!

2009-08-02T11:21:00.003+08:00

yes i'm feeling better now. ytd evening i was like feeling cold and weak and cough got worse. went to see doc just now. 36.7 degrees. no fever. cough much better, but was made to wear a mask. given 1 day mc, which he said 'if u got fever tmr den don go school! if not still can go sch'

guess i'll be going school. wont wanna miss lessons. no worries, i will make sure i'm much better den i come school. :D

2009-07-31T21:36:00.004+08:00

it's been a long week. tiring week. eventful week. all i hope for is a change... for the better. for a moment, i reli thought things have changed for the better. but i'm reli not positive abt this. the first time i broke down...

tmr's chi test. band clean up. wont be able to go for it. sorry ppl! somehow, i'm hoping to do well for tmr's test.

tmr's sat. sunday monday tues. i'm waiting. for tues.

2009-07-30T18:09:00.002+08:00

I really didn't know such a thing would happen to me. Going down to 15 in the morning seemed to be something that I would always look forward to. Indeed, stepping into 15, I was happy. I was. Really was. Yt was thr. Bryan Yw joined later.

Who knew...

Thanks to the people who cheered me up. Like bryan, yw, yt, pang, jaime, vivian, zf, bernice, charmaine... And others too whom i forgot. Really, I needed the encouragement back then, although I didn't have the extra energy to say a thanks to each of u just now. Once again, let me say thanks to you guys. :)

2009-07-29T21:22:00.001+08:00

i have no mood to do work, although i'm really forcing myself to do chem. got a feeling it will end up like some shyt piece of assignment.

Where did I go wrong?

Cantiphonia Mvt II - Romanza

2009-07-28T19:49:00.002+08:00

raj i'm terribly sorry (not) for posting this vid of u. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RAJ!!

Rajukupal Bunehneh. :D

2009-07-28T19:23:00.002+08:00

first day of helmsman. omg. super sian i gotta say. feeling fab was the only MORE interesting thing that happened today. cardio sing. some dancing and singing thing la. after that there were like 3 LONG TALKS! first about a person who works in the jewelery industry. followed by some google talk. and finally someone who works as an autistic-children's teacher. zzz.zzz.zzz.... >.<

practised awhile today. ain't that bad. prac-ed during break as well. managed to play high notes (no idea why) but in the afternoon cmi. half an hour in the band room during my break. didn't do much, literally. half an hour WAS TOO SHORT!!!

i need to drink more water. constantly reminded to do so.

2009-07-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

my first time blogging through my phone. Quite cool. I love my phone much more, now that the stupid on off problem has finally been fixed. :D tmr is school day. Feel so sian...

Quite happy with myself today. Managed to do work. Like i started on my bio (ytd actually), chem today and physics today. But i didnt manage to finish any at all. Sad. Read the first page of la compre and somehow nothing went into my head. Perhaps i was too tired? Not sure.

Went to doctors this morning regarding my cough. Given some medication. Yup i shall drink more water. :)

2009-07-27T15:35:00.004+08:00

i managed to do chem revision this morning on organic chem. yes! now with yw doing sip. hmmm and listening to youtube. david tao songs are really nice i gotta say.

sorry to english song lovers. i only listen to chinese ones. haha!

普通朋友 is nice

就是爱你 is nice

melody is nice

爱很简单 is nice

well anyway, loads of homework to do! it may seem that its just helmsman week. but there are loads of stuff to do.

let's see.

Chem letter

Bio essay

Chi test

Chem test

SIP

Phy assignment (new)

Chindia assignment (new)

Upcoming Phy test

Upcoming Bio test

Upcoming Maths Quiz

Upcoming EOY a.k.a. IP2 + IP1 topics

adds up to SCREWED UP IP2 LIFE!

2009-07-26T16:30:00.002+08:00

college day and 25th anniversary dinner ytd. fanfare in the morning. played for 2 mins. zzz den went down to bukit batok for acupuncture. zzz real boring... headed back to school at 12.40 lidat. practised a bit. and den near 2 plus we had to stand under the sun for the rehearsal. LIKE OMG why under the sun. i thought we would have played on stage on something, but no. under the sun. so hot. it spoils out instruments as well, cos its UNDER THE SUN!

well at least i got to see some of my j3s last night! daniel and shikang! daniel still as funny as ever. shikang still a joker as ever. haha shan't talk abt the fanfare + alvamar...

left school at like 8. went down to t1 with the guys after that till like 9.30. came home. slacked. slept. reli didn't achieve anything the whole day. wasted wasted wasted

this morning woke up, breakfast, watched tv till 11 plus (oops!) and started on bio assignment till like lunch. and i ended up watching tv again till like 2 hours ago. con't with bio. and here i am slacking again. lost my motivation to study after la test. i'm gg-fied. helmsman this week. thought it would be a week to slack. but i've got loads of work to do, and tests to study for. screw ip2 life. it's out to kill us. and i changed my blogskin. cos i found that the previous angel one is ugly. this one is simpler and nicer. :)

i always haf things to say, but when i blog, i totally forget what i want to. zzz...

2009-07-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

changed blogskin too. simple background. nice wings there are on this 'angel'. won't be changing for a while i guess. unless i get sick of it anytime soon.

2009-07-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

it's thurs. after la test, it feels like there's nth much to do already. but noooo, this isn't the case. came home at like 4.30. started work at (i tink) 6? and did my extension for probability. and den did the alcohols ws. and i was contemplating wad to do next, so i took out my phy tb, and read kinematics. i can't belif i actually touched an ip1 topic. but not long after mum came home and had dinner. now online. lalala.

it's finally helmsman next week. a break from ALL LESSONS. yes yes a break. but wait. here comes the list of stuff to do

-SIP (YW WE HAF TO DO SIP!)

-Bio assignment due 3rd aug

-Chi paper 1&2 test paper 1st aug (a 4hr long test)

-revision for organic chem

yup. that's just the stuff i rmb right now. i'm not sure how many more things there are to do, but i'm sure there would be more. and looking thru the timetable for next week, i can't belif we haf 8 speakers. ...

feeling fab nxt wk. wonder wad i got into....

2009-07-22T20:57:00.004+08:00

LA TEST IS FINALLY OVER OMG! it feels as if RTs has just been over. gosh this feels gr8!

what was better. 5 periods of slacking. no chi. WHOOOOO NO CHI TODAY! and den la. 3 whole periods to slack, cos she didn't wanna teach. so ya. i wasn't revising. can't revise before any test. so was like slacking away.

oh and talking abt chi lesson, enan was so high he went around shouting like crazy, and ended up tearing ym's pocket in class. here's a picture of it.

yimeng. with his torn pocket.

yup yup. and next after la test was band. had to use big bell eupho for awhile. omg the keys are reli cmi. esp the first key. lou should send it for repair!!! :D well i used the small bell for awhile just now. so ya. and oh well. jiaqing got bored, and he ended up putting the euphos and his tuba tgt. like this:

well ya. that concludes a day of nothingness but craziness and happiness. :D

third period tmr. die.

2009-07-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

it wasn't much better. i'm starting to doubt the liability of this. but den again, i tink i'm just thinking too much. i must be thinking too much.

communication is really very important

ultra-fast reactions when an sms comes in....

2009-07-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

it gets really worrying when someone doesn't reply u for eleven hours...

2009-07-19T19:36:00.002+08:00

fun on foot ytd. haha fun fun. but last yr was much more enjoyable, much more running, much more adventure. not forgetting how i nearly got banged down by oncoming traffic 7 times that day! haha but well ya back to ytd's fun on foot. i find the smsing thing retarded and stupid. the tasks are well... weird. well i do like shouting across the road to some other random group asking if there is a check point in concourse. LOLOL! stupid qns we gotta ans as well. damn retarded ones. ended up calling our informants at home for help.

the most memorable station last year = McNair lodge.

the most memorable station this year = Golden Mile Complex.

We looked like retards last year. 4 ppl in pink shirt, in front of McNair lodge, knocking the gate and shouting inside 'ANYONE IN?' in the middle of a residential HDB area, early in the morning at 9 plus. so lol. This yr, at Golden Mile Complex, we went around the complex looking for ppl in blue-official shirt, but NO ONE. we looked like another 4 retards in yellow shirt, going around like nobody's business. so lol, AGAIN. whats up with screwed up places in this competition?!?! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL oh and grats to kim lihui novia manu for getting fifth! heard vj swept top 5 places. HOHO! VJ!!!!!!

well after that, went down to tiong bahru with manu andre kim novia to meet enan smeet sam to catch Harry Potter. Well, i would say upon 10 it gets a 5? or possibly even a fail, cos of some SUPER NOISY PERSON BEHIND US WHO KEPT TALKING AND COMMENTING ABOUT THE MOVIE, AND ALSO THE FACT THAT SHE WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH NO IDEA WHO! screw it, such ppl ruin shows ttm. ok well back to movie. LACK OF ACTION SRSLY. i'm not gonna comment abt emma watson like how andre and manu do. all i'm gonna say is that she didn't talk much throughout the movie. ron was er... no comments either. AHA LIQUID LUCK! (talking to enan now, and suddenly he said liquid luck hoho!) ok well, because i totally forgot the story, i accepted the movie as it was, but after the whole show, i realised stuff were missing. not gonna spoil the movie here... and the ending was srsly disappointing. oh well that's all abt the movie i'm gonna say. well the plus point? good graphics.

after reaching back tampines, yw called up and talked abt sip, only to find out that we were both at tampines. so we walked back home tgt... and sat down at my void deck to talk at 9.50. thought we would talk till 10, but guess wad. we talked till 11.30 LOL SO OMG. talked abt many stuff. hahahahahahahaha man it's good to haf htht sometimes. like sean and me during jts back in june. :)

woke up today at 9, went for brkfast and back at 10. studied la until i couldn't concentrate. argh and i reli hate family gatherings. like all the time, the adults would end up:

a) raising voices at each other

b) start discussing abt money

c) start squabbling abt totally stupid issues

d) start getting my grandma to do stuff that she doesn't like

e) following that my grandma will start nagging at everyone

f) and i would be damn freaking pissed but i don show it, and i don say anthing, and i would just freaking sit there and act as if i'm not listening to their conversation.

but sorry i'm just bottling up everything. i the youngest of the whole family, now second cos i got a baby cousin (WHEEE) but den, I CAN'T FREAKING VOICE OUT MY OPINIONS! wth. and i'm like always trying to keep myself calm, so that i wont shout out loud like how i do when i get real angry in sch... if i reli do, i'm gonna be so freaking pissed with myself, with the adults. and i'm so gonna be damn regretful.

i hate family gatherings

sometimes i feel, i'm not being respected. sometimes, i feel really small. sometimes, i feel scared. i reli dno what to do sometimes. i'm like some small little toy, being squished in between adults. super irritating. super stupid. suffocating. i would like to voice out my opinions, but would they? NO!

i need to talk... to that beetle... many things inside me that are fighting its way out.

2009-07-17T21:19:00.004+08:00

ok well end of week 3 finally... suddenly nth to blog. everytime i wanna write a new post, nth flows into my mind. but whenever my com is off, den i suddenly haf many things to blog abt. this sounds so stupid, and it is stupid. argh!

fun on foot tomorrow. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yellow shirt this yr. better den last yr la. wad PINK shirt. LOL and i must not go all crazy, and get knocked down. i had 7 close shaves with death last yr during fun on foot. must watch out this yr.

'We all have something inside us that we wanna bury.'

i like this phrase. typical emo phrase that expresses how everyone feels really. like for me, ... ok i'm not gonna say what i bury down thr.

many things to say to that beetle...

2009-07-15T20:20:00.005+08:00

ok i hate sour stuff like strawberry. just ate it. yucks. cos i was forced too. argh.

anyway, FOUND THIS DAMN COOL WEB! (k i dno the link now after accidentally linking sean's blog lolol)

this pic is damn coooooool! :D

http://vs.moe.edu.sg/album.cgi and i just found this web. istana performance back in 2002, vscb. saw some snrs, whom i saw before in vj/vs alumni bands but i haf no idea what their names are. but it's amazing to see my seniors from years before performing. vscb has a long future ahead!

2009-07-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

alright today was a much better day den ytd. i was srsly stoning in class. tues timetable damn sian. esp that talk during civics. like how to handle relations between friends. omg we've gone thru that multiple times since pri sch. sian...

today had boring periods too. but somehow i felt more high. or i didn't feel like talking in class ytd. zzz... ih test! aiya hist was like a waste of time srsly. who acty remembers what considerations there are for naming streets. LOLOL econs was better. i was acty thinking when doing econs. haha

ok band. well at least i played my instru on mon and ytd. but my lips weren't able to last for the whole alvamar... that's how bad i was, despite playing for the previous two days. if i didn't i would have died by the first 30 mins of band. :/ well i need to prac more, definitely.

and i swear the band was totally making loads of noise this afternoon. damn zzzzzzz.........

next up is fun on foot on saturday. and college day rehearsal nxt tues. band nxt wed. LA TEST NEXT WED OMG. den college day and 25th anniversary dinner. oh pls i need my embrochure back asap... :(

2009-07-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

i realised i've always been blogging abt nth. time to reli blog abt sth.

ytd went down to get my nokia phone from repair centre. tried turning it on and off. and the problem is still thr. and the nokia guy was like puzzled at why they didn't fix the problem... and after like 10 mins in the room he came out and told us 'we're gonna send it in for checking again'. like wth. wasted my time totally la. stuck with this low-end phone. the good thing is it can't break down. :D

watched order of the phoenix on psp ytd. guys i know i'm like 2 years late, but cos ppl like james and other gsps frens said it wasn't nice that time, hence i didn't watch. but ya i watched it ytd. SUPER COOOOOL. it isn't that bad la. k next up - harry potter and half blood prince. srsly i've missed too many shows these 2 years. i didn't watch many. RELI i wanna find time to, but acupuncture always pops up out of nowhere. damn sian la srsly. i got a feeling this time i can't watch it in cinemas either... screwed up life of mine.

well it isn't all so screwed up acty. well mayb it is. coming to my nxt point that i just played my eupho today AFTER 3 WHOLE WEEKS. darn. i sound totally off ttm. i need to get back my touch soon. no time can be wasted. i need to balance music and studies now. time management. sth i reli need right now. good results. good musical skills. what i both need and want. and i hope they do become reality in time to come.

CI. ms farah just found out something is wrong with our experiment and need to suspend it. mayb i can't complete my CI by this yr. maybe... i've got this feeling i won't complete my CI at all. sad case of imcomplete CI reli...

Well let's touch on lessons. Math lessons. P&C and probability are two crazy topics that many of us (myself included) have very little idea, or even NO idea how to go about doing it. Only like Ms Ding knows what she is doing. Gosh this spells trouble for us. More work needed to be put in... Study MORE! i have to study more. shyt.

Somehow, i think about many things of the past nowadays... like how i treat people, how others treat me, how people just walked out of my life like this which is super irresponsible... i'm thinking too much really. or maybe i'm not. mayb i should learn to cherish others even more. IP life is coming to an end very soon. it's now T3W3. very soon it will be eoys. end of IP life den. How we spent two whole years in T32... From IPO in 2007 dec... long way really. but it's good. good memories. good times spent tgt. haha well all part of my memories now...

we're reaching the halfway mark of our time in VJ. what's in it for the other half i wonder...

tomorrow's tues! time for me to shout! alright just kidding... :) abcdefghIjkl....

2009-07-10T21:12:00.001+08:00

-if i try, i may not succeed. if i don try, i wont succeed.

quote of the day.

haha oh well chem test today. i screwed up my second qns big time. hopefully teacher accepts my explanation this time round!!!!!!!!!!!

so many things i wanna say...

2009-07-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

tmr is chem test! should be alright i guess. everyone else says so... hopefully bah. i hate chi hw. still got AQ to do. shyt.

haha i got the card finally!!!

2009-07-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

alright... boring day today. srsly. i tink the word 'boring' appears on all my posts now. sian. well i'm glad to know DUBAI JUST BECAME THE BEST OVERSEAS TRIP OUT OF ALL! :D and yes more ppl coming too. hahaha good good! but it's like mid nov to end nov. would it affect my pracs for nssn? i hope not. come to tink of it, umar did leave during the period before nssn. so did elizabeth. so i guess i can go? hmmm... argh i wanna go. but i wanna go for all nssn pracs. ok well mayb not this yr, since can go dubai!!! :D after dubai would be nssn. SO COOOOOL!!!

there are definitely things holding me back this time round...

2009-07-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

lessons were normal. getting boring and boring and more boring i find.

dno what to blog about here. ok well maybe just to say that CI is going well now. wonder how the batch will react when they find out what my CI is all about. haha

i thought canteens would be empty, BUT NO. it was super full. after everyone's papers. sian........

tmr is wed. time passes real quickly.

i have no idea why i'm having so many paragraphs in this post.

i saw a cockroach on my way home again. so sorry btw!!!

2009-07-04T19:57:00.003+08:00

stupid phone. i just sent it for repair again. second time in 4 months. stupid stupid stupid n series phone. bought a real low-end phone. no cam. no music player. no radio. $59. wad to expect. lol but it seems good. at least i get the feeling it won't break down as easily as my n85 is currently.

saw a small cockroach this morning!!!

2009-07-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

haha today's a nice day. fifth day of sch.

well started off with a bored iggy going around saying hi to ppl i see. after that i got soooo bored, yw and pang and me stood outside 11 and started SHOUTING hi to everyone IP1/2 who came up from the concourse. :D haha until temp taking started. damn joke!

den normal day. 4 periods str8 break! :D damn cool. slacked. ate. played citadels. tried to do work but to no avail. so talked talked with the guys. that's all...

LA. ended up ms sandya came one period late. i ended up on fb and playing hearts in the com lab. sian....... and we are given AQ hw. wts. AQ. totally forgot how to do. i hope to get at least a 3 this time. :D

CI. annabel totally pangseh-ed. gg. i will push more work to her for pangsehing! to make up for her mistakes. haha!

i guess this is what u call fate... on a wishful fri morn...

2009-07-02T21:55:00.003+08:00

ok due to 5 lines thingy, i think quotes are useful in life. or at least easy to comprehend, but they still haf that underlying meaning thr. hence a quote here:

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

Ben Stein

i won't go on saying the meaning of the quote. just leave it thr. cos i find it nice. that's all. and applicable to everyday life. :)

2009-07-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

fourth day of sch. nth much again. just that once again ms chua got high teaching today. as always. and RAJ IS BACK! :D

and my phone is irritating at times. like just this afternoon before leaving sch. that stupid phone of mine suddenly had no reception. and i had to turn it off. but this phone has a problem. i've gotta take the battery in and out multiple times after turning it off, so that it can be switched on. stupid phone. i hate stupid phones.

so many things to say, so little time. and beyond that, no chance to...

2009-07-01T19:59:00.005+08:00

third day of sch... why am i even counting the days. lol

normal day again. just that got manu talk more to. and er that's abt it? haha

it's reli a normal day. as far as i can rmb. just that got some chi test which was easy. :D hopefully get A again. oops. :D

ok sth to blog about. screw this. FUN ON FOOT IS ON 18TH JULY. nth wrong about it. THE BAD NEWS IS, BAND DINNER AND DANCE IS ON THE SAME NIGHT. FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have a REALLY REALLY BAD FEELING I CAN'T MAKE IT FOR THE D&D!!! this is reali reali bad news... :(

next thing. screw tests. 9 weeks of tests str8. screw it.

IP2 isn't a bed of roses. IP1s out thr, ENJOY UR LIFE (although i know RTs are just nxt wk. lol)

I NEED TO START PRACTISING MY EUPHO SOON. although like ppl are studying in the band room everyday before their CTs and i really won't wanna disturb them... buzzing would do, for now! FOR NOW ONLY!

a replacement phone is needed. seriously. phone is alr collecting dust here...

2009-06-30T19:38:00.003+08:00

ohk well second day of sch. only ruiting me at the table. quiet, but not say real quiet cos we still talked. civics lesson ONLY 1 PERIOD! WHEE. :D and after that, bio.. whr ms chua got er... k shan't say here. haha and den phy. went thru currents. 2 periods brk. (all that shortie's fault srsly!) HIST OPT PRESENTATION! skit was funny, i tink. managed to get ppl to laugh, despite it being the second time we came tgt to do it, first being during the break before that. so LOL! after that was er maths...... sian...... NO CI JUST NOW! :D came home and slacked awhile. dinner. chi test revision (now) so sian... looking for stupid meanings. i so hate this chi test.

oh and i lost my all i learned in kindergarten book.. it's a library book. stupid la went for acupuncture session on sat and den i left it thr. OMG i'm so blur. now gotta pay fine... treat it as lesson learnt. look at things positively! as i told darren ytd. OH LOL i met darren today again. didn't beat him up oops haha band camp band camp he dies. :D so let's see... what else is thr.... stupid beetles! :D :D :D

tmr is third day of sch. lol wonder why sch gets so boring. and why s'pore isn't closing down schools yet when thr are SO MANY cases of h1n1 already.

anyway found one damn cool line from 5 lines book. which adequately expresses how i feel right now...

oh and thx yw for the 5 mins of talk time! :D

2009-06-29T20:38:00.003+08:00

oh well first day of sch. wasn't that bad. quite fun with a new grp. haha but that's abt it. lessons. as boring. :(

went down to band room to study after sch. didn't go home with the class (feels bad abt this sorry guys!). on the way home saw darren yau! feeling stressed la that guy. it's normal. jy man!

OH AND ENAN IF U'RE READING THIS, try harder at finding out the meaning of the pic. :D

saw the beetle liao haha

2009-06-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

ok well last day of hols alr. saded. well let's see wad i did these few days...

fri went down to city hall. ate at shodoku with mum aunt grandma. it's basically manpuku, just that its bigger and has MORE UNAGI. whoo :D so ate ate ate. ate a lot srsly. A LOT OF UNAGI. yes. and just when i was abt to leave, MY SANDALS BROKE. wth den went around looking for a shop, finally bought a pair of sandals at timberland. :D :D

sat was more or less ok. went to acupuncture. and er giant. and er came home. and er. that's all. :D

today. I REALISED I LEFT MY 5 LINES BOOK AT THE CLINIC YTD. screw it. it's all the way at bukit batok. screw it. :(

tmr is monday. sch starts. screw it as well.

well it isn't all that bad acty. :)

2009-06-23T20:58:00.003+08:00

...days without (*)...

stark contrast of colours from the background

2009-06-23T20:06:00.001+08:00

oh well. today had econs proj meeting at nokia's house. quite a bit done alr. yes. :D

tmr down to sch. meeting enan earlier for help on la essay. i hate that essay. after that will be meeting in sch for hist opt proj.

this june hols is better den last yr's. but i haven't mugged a lot either. which is bad. :(

that phone keeps everything apart D:

2009-06-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

ok it's now monday. COMPLETED MY YINGYONGWEN AND ZUOWEN OH YES!!!! now left la essay oh shyt.

went out to manpuku with mum today. lol food isn't that bad. i just didn't eat my all-time-favourtie unagi today. those who went sakae with me last yr all know how much i love it. UNAGI! :D :D :D

hoping to see that beetle soon! :D

2009-06-20T20:56:00.007+08:00

ok well let's see. dsa auditions today. fun to see my batch back here. :) shan't comment so much abt it.

played bball with dr goh and snrs. LOL he is good k!!! bball fanatic he is. haha and bus-ed home after that...

i hate being nagged at by my mum. it stresses me out. and i have come to a conclusion that online discussions don work when ppl go offtrack or afk without telling anyone abt it.

There are just tons of things gg thru my puny head right now. And for all these feelings, i'm srsly quite pissed/sad/whatever u name it la. mostly cos my mum just had to (out of nowhere and for no reason) kp me. F.

And like how tmr is Father's day. Something that i haven't celebrated for real long. People always think a family starts out with 2 parents. well ya, it's true. but for some, it ends up having only 1. 1+1=3. But 3-1=2. And because of this subtraction, the kid would certainly be affected. He would definitely grow up stronger as a person in life, but would definitely miss out on many things. :( guess this is wad u call a trade-off eh?

I hate wkend afternoons. it gets real quiet. awefully quiet. :( if only UWBMS... Beetles are funny too! it just so happens that ur name pops out everywhere

To all dads out thr, happy father's day. To my dad, sorry i haven't celebrated it with you for so long. Unfilial son, i am.

Unknowingly, tears would flow down the cheeks at such times... Whr is that tall person now when i so need someone to talk to...

2009-06-19T20:49:00.001+08:00

lol some picture. of who? :D and who's that lousy artist?!?!

2009-06-19T20:03:00.004+08:00

oh well. spsed to reach sch at 10. ended up waking up at 10.20. chionged down to sch reached at 11.30. LOL LOLOL!!! second time i'm ever late for sth. well i reached band room and started revising integration. jason said i looked like damn sian. LOL and ya just do do do....

at 1, went down to siglap hk cafe to eat with jason and geraint. ordered black pepper chicken rice. and iced yuan yang. nice nice. and one bo luo bao. DAMN NICE! haven't eaten it for real real long. Bus-ed back to sch. studied till like 5. sean popped in halfway and started suaning. stupid sean i bet u're reading this. be glad i'm not saying anything here. :D

oh well. more-successful day of studying. tmr dsa auditions. all the best to all of them!

seeing juniors blogs (i.e. V15 and V12 class blogs, other jnrs blogs) reli reminds me of HOW WE MUGGED LIKE HELL FOR RTs LAST YR DURING JUNE HOLS. gosh those days... everyone in mugger mode and ALL complaning abt how life sucked. now, june without the need to study. but still studying. just not as much as last yr. reli miss ip1 man.......

To juniors who happen to read this, reli reli enjoy the rest of ur ip1 life. it would be much better den ur ip2 life. trust me, or all of ur snrs for that matter. :)

To batchmates, let's enjoy the rest of the yr tgt. :)

glad. glad. glad. :D

2009-06-18T19:36:00.003+08:00

went back vs today. decided to try and study thr. to a certain extent, it worked. other den that, i spent my time on the eupho, talking with batchmates, and playing soccer in the band room. miss all the times spent thr man. oh well. pushed the marimba back with david daniel daren to vj. took 20 mins! so long can. lol saw oswin vacuuming the floor. helped him for awhile, until there was some 'chaotah' smell coming from the vacuum itself. went back vs. study a bit more. den went to pizza hut with sean luqman mirza daniel david jj. eat eat eat. talk talk talk. money money money. den went to tampines library with luqman sean. studied studied some more, and home i went.

quite a short summary of my day's happenings. handover postponed till 27th june cos mr ikhwan tio quarantine. LOL hopefully nth happens to him. LOLOL

lol lol botak boys LOL LOL

2009-06-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

alright. went to sch today. band clean up. not that many ppl. but still good lah. quite fun the clean up. lol celine (apparently) dropped some instrus. OOPS :D haha didn't join them for lunch at thaipan. cos was spsed to meet yw for sip. oh well. went down to his house. and smsed enan along the way thr. haha enan bet u're reading this. NOT SOCIABLE EH SOMEBODY! let's see in term 3. LOL

SIP proposal. ok la done quite a bit. hope ms sandya will acccept it this time round. our board game concept getting more and more interesting! :D after that, slacked at his house. watched him play dota. er brought home his maths assignment. went to the specs shop to bend back my specs cos i slept on it last night and it was REALLY OUT OF SHAPE. pity i didn't take a pic of it.

now online. later gg do work again. tmr gg back vs to study and perhaps prac a bit. fri vs handover. sat dsa auditions.

and pls pls let next yr's overseas trips be anywhere other den US! not USA not USA!!! :( already deprived of one last yr...

kk off i go now.

2009-06-16T14:36:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to tink fb is bad for health. and bad for eyes. LOL

stuff to do this wk. tmr. meeting with yw for sip. and needs help from him with hw. sian i hate hols man. i totally lose my momentum for studying. damn tough to get it back too.

thurs let's see... most likely proj meeting again for hist opt. if not i will study again. but damn tough la. stupid computer here. making me go fb, go blog (LIKE RIGHT NOW) and also tv... slacking... looking at photos of vjcsb which i really love! VJCSB! ok random...

Fri. VS handover. man i have to go back for this one. marks the end of 4 years in band for my batchmates. kudos guys! second smallest batch of sec 4s in the hist of VSCB. srsly. :D proud of u guys. not that u guys will read this anyway.

Sat. DSA auditions. it's so -called the new chapter for some sec fours. dsa. whether it determines their path into vjc. hopefully see some eupho person and can see/hear :D

get to see that beetle too on that day! i tink!

2009-06-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

forcing myself to study...

phone is quite quiet today... mayb i should stop looking at photos on fb alr...

2009-06-15T20:23:00.003+08:00

i like this car

2009-06-15T19:48:00.008+08:00

went to sch to study today. talked to daniel for like quite awhile just now. den had lunch with lou jason mr wong. thx sir for the lunch treat!

lol and the DISC personality test. i realised i'm missing the very detailed report that we did last yr. sian. must go find later. jason and lou are getting me tempted in finding out wads my personality.

suaning jason is fun. i swear on that man.

at 12:07am on 14/06/2009, i finally got an answer. :D

2009-06-14T12:43:00.001+08:00

well let's see.... musical world! last concert for my batchmates alr... they sure feel sad. can see from the looks on their faces. on a sidenote, weng lok sure looked spas when he ran around. LOL but good concert. daring pieces, which were played real well. kudos to them!

had batch photos with them finally. after a really really long time. how i miss those dudes back thr... sometimes i wonder how my life would have been if i stayed on in vs... the things i would miss in vjc.. the lessons i would learn in vs... the friends i wouldn't have made in vjc... the opportunities i would have in vs... everything would have been so different for me. esp in my eupho playing too. oh well. i took this path. time to walk on.

urban hike ytd. yes ah! second urban hike. damn fun. with all the crazy moments like getting ppl to look up in the sky and all, it's really good. also like the finaly event with my j2s. gonna miss them loads...

quote from joel (if i got the words correct) :"don't you feel sad, last yr u spent time with our batch. now with a new batch."

exactly. did a simple calculation. by the end of j2, i'm gonna see 5 batches enter and leave the band room. that's a lot. what's more, only I will see 5 batches. i'm really gonna feel the most when i leave vjcsb.

but as of now, DO MY HOMEWORK!

2009-06-11T14:17:00.003+08:00

and this is a really really random pic of myself in sec two. changed quite a bit. lol

2009-06-11T14:10:00.002+08:00

JTS was fun i would say. first day was mainly abt batch bonding. but didn't stay over. not allowed. second day. seniors came over. had games in the afternoon. seeing snrs laugh lik crazy, i think they did enjoy the games ba. was tiring though, the fooseball game. thought it would be ok, but when i personally played, whoo, not easy. was fun too! :D

anyway, after that, was swimming at the pool with some j1s. haven't swam for really really long alr. was bbq after that. teachers came down, along with dr goh and mr tan too! haha and also had a haunted house session. some snrs got really scared.

many j1s left. in fact, only left like suzanna rochelle thomas louise me for the j1s if i rmb correctly. rest went home. quite a few j2s stayed. had a tcs with sean from like 2 to 4 plus, with the police checking our ezlink. haha. after that went with the other j2s to macs. ate thr. wanted to see sunrise, so just stayed at the beach. ended up having short naps, and the sun rose from the other side, so we couldn't see it. went back to chalet. slacked, games... and videos. lol they are on fb now. haha.

i'm glad i stayed on the second night. last time tgt with the seniors. J2s u guys rock! :D

Thx for all the fun times the past year in band!

Lousy lousy lousy lousy!!!

2009-06-07T13:14:00.003+08:00

aha. gala concert last night. fun it was. fun at the backstage, crazy photos taken and also talking like crazy. one super crazy video. erm, crazy moments playing duet and hurting the lips cos its pressing against my braces... smsing about all the random stuff (lousy lousy) and also...... VJCSB! haha with the j1s this time. fun bunch of ppl i gotta say. crazy at moments. j2s more crazy though.

crazy practice hours at esplanade from thurs till fri. finally ytd was the concert. yes second time thr in two years. oh yea! feeling is gr8. just that with about 60-70% of the concert hall filled, it's quite disappointing. oh well. at least i performed thr again. which is more impt. as of now. :D

this morn went tm and t1. mum went on a crazy shopping frenzy. i got one new watch. not cheap though. (not gonna say the price).

tmr morn go sch. new exco to be announced. just one year ago i saw my j1s getting their posts. this yr, they are already j2s, and are stepping down, handing over to a new batch of j1s. while i'm still a jnr... handover. the start and end of every chapter in the story titled VJCSB.

jts after exco announcement! gonna be fun. yes! :D

maybe i should have said it. well den again, maybe not... what good would it do anyway if i said it... not like anything's gonna change at all. or at least i don tink it would. but i do hope it would.

maybe it's time i just try and stop thinking abt it. emphasis on TRY.

wad do u tink?

2009-06-04T11:39:00.003+08:00

video of last yr's band invest. j3s this yr.

invest is coming up. soon before i know it, my life in vjcsb will come to an end.

keyword:

VJCSB

2009-06-03T19:10:00.002+08:00

it looks like i haven't gotten over it... it's been 3 years since...

When you wish upon a star...

2009-05-31T16:46:00.004+08:00

ok it's been awhile since my last post. been busy last wk, chionging projects and all....

k so what's up nxt. pracs on tues thurs fri. concert on sat. second time at esplanade. yes! :D wed gg sch for chem wonderland. wonder what i have to do. ...

listening to majestia recordings now. omens is real nice. we played it quite well i would say. at least i get some musical intentions and feel. which is real gr8.

band room is half-full during pracs now. second batch of seniors are gonna step down. and in this month of june, i'll be playing for vs alumni. although i haven't gone for any pracs yet. it's quite meaningful though, this concert. my batchmates are all the seniors for a year alr. the heads of the band. leading it to a gold this syf. :) as an alumni, i am proud of them! as a batchmate, i also feel proud of them. proud of u guys!

they are gonna step down soon. the sec fours. and soon, some might be dsaing into vjcsb. mayb they'll be my batchmates in band nxt yr too. who knows. the future is reli reli very uncertain. my j2s are gonna handover too. :( will reli miss them. all the crazy stuff. thx for everything! keep in touch ya!

4 years in vjcsb. 1 and half gone. 2 and a half more. acty 2 more. my life in vjcsb will end after majestia 2011. sad.

let's have a peek into the future.

gala concert this sat.

vs alumni 12 june.

dsa auditions this yr.

open house.

nssn 09.

majestia XXV

nssn '10

majestia XXVI.

how short. so little things left. i must cherish them more. VJCSB and VJC and all i know. like 08V12.... oh talking abt my class. only HALF A YEAR LEFT WITH THEM ALL. man time reli flies... before we know it, we would be having our eoys... and den tada! 2010 comes. diff classes. orientation. guess it would be fun again. haha! but reli, thx 12 for all the fun times tgt! u guys rock!

i had a big big scare last night...

2009-05-26T14:39:00.001+08:00

i just found out a terrible and sad truth... if only... if only... if only...

majestia was over on sat. in the blink of an eye it's alr tues, and i must say, i enjoyed nssn more. it reminded me of how short time i had with my seniors. now, all will be leaving... soon i will be j1 den j2. leaving the band... and the happy times spent.

back to life after the concert. hw. it's reli a lot. chi test tmr. hist presentation tmr. chi proj fri. LA sip by fri. omg so much work.

2009-05-24T20:29:00.004+08:00

how time reli flies... just one yr ago majestia 23rd was just over... and j2s stepped down... and just ytd, majestia 24th was finally over... marking the end of the journey with my j2s... it's really sad.

how things fly by you, without you noticing...

Thx to all my '08 J2s! You guys are really a bunch of cooool ppl! always bringing fun and laughter everytime i walk into the band room. It's been reli nice meeting u guys! Jiayous for ur a's in a few months time! Will miss u guys!

Ur '08 junior.

A quick list of names by section

Yiyong

Jialing

Olivia

Gabriel

Sean

Charmaine

Yi Xiang

Junzhe

Alexa

Shu Han

Gillian

Wei Jian

Alyssa

Lemuel

Wenzheng

Phyllis

Rachel

Swee Jin

Melanie

Amelia

Sushuen

Elizabeth

Rou Hui

Daniel

Yanzhu

Mingde

Khaizar

Hidir

Joel

Garett

Ingmar

Rachel

Desiree

Hopefully I didn't leave anyone out.

Majestia 24th. A special one.

2009-05-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

band band band.... ytd today tmr fri sat. oh well. band week this week lol.

ytd band from 5-9. dragged till like say 9.30, and after debriefing left at 10... real late...... but band prac was ok la. as usual.

today band from 3-6. saw the japanese conductor. mr takisawa. sth lidat. ya. and also MR LENNY TAN! whoo glad to see him again! he looks skinnier. and he cut his hair. haha! man tmr he taking us for prac. will be fun again!!! :D

back to reality. Homework. now that i've a lot, but it's definitely gonna pile up...

tmr band from 4-9. fri 5-6. sat 2 onwards. hurray to band! screw homework!!!

2009-05-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

Ignatius says (9:21 PM):

...

Ignatius says (9:22 PM):

last concert with u!

zhu my last concert says (9:22 PM):

yeah!

zhu my last concert says (9:22 PM):

HAHAHAH

zhu my last concert says (9:22 PM):

omgggggggg

Ignatius says (9:22 PM):

so sad!

Ignatius says (9:23 PM):

like been thru last yr majestia and nssn with ur whole batch!

zhu my last concert says (9:23 PM):

IP haha bound to witness alot of changes of batches

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

yes!!! u're like one of the few snrs who reli understand!

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

like first ip1, see j2 and j1.

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

den j2 hand down

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

bond lots and lots with the j1s.

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

which is u guys!

zhu my last concert says (9:24 PM):

we are fun and cooolio! right

zhu my last concert says (9:24 PM):

HAHAHAH

zhu my last concert says (9:24 PM):

pls me

zhu my last concert says (9:24 PM):

omg

zhu my last concert says (9:24 PM):

im the wonrdous senior

zhu my last concert says (9:24 PM):

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

LOL

Ignatius says (9:24 PM):

ya u are!

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

(i'm so sorry i lied )

zhu my last concert says (9:25 PM):

Aww

zhu my last concert says (9:25 PM):

its ok

zhu my last concert says (9:25 PM):

i knew you didnt

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

i did!

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

haha

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

oh well

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

after u guys leave

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

will be me and j1s...

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

den nxt yr i will have a whole batch

Ignatius says (9:25 PM):

u all better come back for alumni k!

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

play like star wars and machu picchu tgt!

zhu my last concert says (9:26 PM):

hahah omg

zhu my last concert says (9:26 PM):

) :

zhu my last concert says (9:26 PM):

i want machu

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

machu

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

aiyo we just play tgt one day la

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

say

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

b4 this sat

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

one day

Ignatius says (9:26 PM):

we all just play tgt

zhu my last concert says (9:27 PM):

i don tmind!

zhu my last concert says (9:27 PM):

omg ogm ogm ogm

Ignatius says (9:27 PM):

BATCH DANCE!

Ignatius says (9:27 PM):

nssn batch dance DAMN FUN!

zhu my last concert says (9:28 PM):

OMG CAN DO AFTER MAJESTIA!

Ignatius says (9:29 PM):

RELI?

Ignatius says (9:29 PM):

WAN!

Ignatius says (9:29 PM):

zhu my last concert says (9:29 PM):

I WNAT!

Ignatius says (9:30 PM):

i also want!

Ignatius says (9:30 PM):

i also want!

Ignatius says (9:30 PM):

Ignatius says (9:31 PM):

batch dance, machu picchu, star wars, ny trip, syf, majestia, nssn...

Ignatius says (9:31 PM):

all the fun stuff!

Ignatius says (9:31 PM):

now over...

zhu my last concert says (9:31 PM):

aiya

zhu my last concert says (9:32 PM):

memories will always be with you

zhu my last concert says (9:32 PM):

and you will create new and ncier memories

zhu my last concert says (9:32 PM):

of course

zhu my last concert says (9:32 PM):

CANNOT FORGET US LA